Peace out 3/18/15 (note to self)
This blog had a decent run, but I’ve done some thinking and I need a fresh start. I’ve found that the majority of my dash is full of posts which I do not enjoy or agree with. It’s begun to get way too superficial, in turn slightly distorting my priorities. But anyway, this was an enjoyable outlet for me fkor the past year. I haven’t communicated with that many people, but being able to feel I could completely be myself is a nice feeling that I don’t very often have. As long as I am a human being, I will be a work in progress. But I want to steer myself in a better direction. I still haven’t told anyone that I’m gay. I don’t think I’ve ever even typed it. Sometimes I think about telling my mom or my brother or my friends, and just thinking about it makes me feel at peace. I want to gain the confidence to make this a reality someday. I know this is becoming an incoherent ramble, but I am only writing this for myself anyway. I hope that someday I can look back here with my wishes being fulfilled, my inner battles of this time but a distant memory.





